I need a thesaurus for feelings

One that will give me the words

For sad too simple one syllable

And happy so broad absurd

Grief can be agony or numbness

Depression anger turned in

Joy can bring tears over flowing

The complexity that comes from within

Laughter can be bitter

Sorrow can be sweet

With all these contradictions

How do words and feelings meet?

Feelings need their own language

Their own verbs and noun

The words spoken by spirit

Where only Divine works abound